why do i bother?

I'm always feeling left out like shit, maybe it's just the way of telling me that I should just stop trying.

blame it the alcohol.

So this past weekend = crazy, ish.
Friday night, operation sneak TDo out was a success. Went off to DC chillin, was cold as shit! Tried hittin the club = epic fail.
Ended up just walking around, did our traditional mickey dee's stop. We went back to the metro station, I fell asleep on the metro, we got there, had to find a ride. Called up David. He was on his way. we chilled on the escalators and in the...thingy. lol
david got there and we dropped off Tran, and me and david chilled for a bit, found out some news that i didnt want to hear. Ruined my night.
Saturday= fun fun fun day.
Chilled with my loved ones at tysons, ALL of them. It was absolutely amazing.
TDo had work, got off at 8, then we dipped with hoang and jimmy to chill chill and have a small party.
party = crazy.
autumn+crazyparty = no good.
no good = autumn smacked.
autumn smacked = funny as shit.
anyways, so yeah, and apparently i did some 'stupid shit' but its okay, i made new friends.
it was fun, i was out of it.
kay, bye.


-- blame it on the fucking alcohol+green;;

Sometimes I text the 'wrong' person just to start a conversation.

I hadn't realized that my life is pretty much simple. Though i have alot of drama going on, I still find a way to just...forget about it and live through it.
Today I took the PSATs, did horrible. Oh well. Afterschool I met up with TDo. and we met up with her friends and walked over to 7-11. I got to see Danny again. That got me happy. I love to see him, his hugs are amazing, they make me smile. (No, I'm not confessing my liking for him, I'm simply stating the facts of my day. )
I asked him to stay with me, he did, suprisingly.
Then he left cause his friends I guess wanted him back. He's amazing.
That's basically the highlight of my day.
But whatever, it doesn't matter.

• do my homework
• take medicine
• text&text&text
• sleep.

Paula Dean freaked out on NBC. i think it was nbc..

Okay, so I've come to the conclusion that...I never remember to write in my blog -.- Yup. I guess, BLOGSPOTS TOO COOL FOR ME D: oh well.
My life as of now is...amazing. There's no drama, no nothing. Though, last tuesday I did get all four wisdom teeth taken out, that, was a pain in the butt. I had missed three days of school, had a three-day weekend, and am now missing another day of school. It's horrible! I'm going to see the dentist today, which is a good thing, I can complain about the pain to someone other than my parents. YES!

This new school year had started out great. Nothing new, a couple of new friends, many old. I feel that this year is going to pass by in flying colors. (colors fly? oh yes.)

This past weekend...had been crazy. Late night outings with the crew; getting into accidents ( scariest thing ever), complaining about every single little thing. Yup, that's life.

Well, I'm so bored, since I'm not at school. I actually think I should be in...FLEX right now? I wonder what flex is today. Oh well, doesn't matter anyways.


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OKAY.
So I just got back from the dentist, and I stayed for like..5 minutes. I swear! I went in, He just checked up on my teeth, put salt water in my mouth, and that's it. I was like, serious? -.-
UGH! Now I'm currently trying to find out if I could go to Seoul PC to check my homework cause I can't open up the documents on my laptop D: boo microsoft!
Well, I'll update back again later on.

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Seoul was whack. lol oh gosh. ROBERT LAM LEFT MY ASS TO WALK TO THE BUS. fml. oh well, i had danny nguyen to text the whole time, so i was all gooood. After I left seoul I had to walk over to safeway to get picked up by momma. Stopped by YOFRUIT on the way and got me some goooooooooood froyoo. yum<3
I swear to god, I waited almost two hours at safeway for her. wth, I went through every aisle looking at every single thing on the shelves. It was insanity. I was gonna cry.
Now I'm home. It's all good. fml.

goodnight bloggers.