it didnt even make a difference to my life.

lol, i finally broke up with andy, thank god, i was getting sick and tired of..NOTHING
lol like wth? I'm free, that's all that matters.
bullshit drama is what im trying to stay OUT OF. god.
if your the type of guy that attracts drama, please don't come near me, I'd rather not.


boy, you've got me head over heels for you, and i don't normally wear heels. <3


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I don't know if it's your looks, or the way you act, i just met you, im kinda diggin ya, nigguh let me know how you feels; i'll booty pop and body wave for you anyday. ;D

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I've known you for too long, I just wanna say that I love you, and never will stop loving you, no matter the circumstances.

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You're my best friend forever and ever, i couldnt ever love anyone more than you, yet your so distant from me, why is that?

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for everyone else out there, I love you guys with all of my heart, even if i barely ever talk to you anymore, I'm always here for you. <3

You piss me off so much.

You think your fucking older than me. and you try to act like you are. you try to act like you know more shit than i do. you dont know shit. your still younger. fucking grow up and check yourself.
Don't fucking go around trying to tell others that are older than you what to do with their fucking life.
Try remembering who cares about your ass more than anyone. Don't go and tell people how to live their life when they cant do shit about what they do anymore because they've been doing it for years.
ok?

realize what your doing before you do that shit. everyone cares about you and do shit for you and what do you end up doing? fucking bitch in their face.

why do i bother?

I'm always feeling left out like shit, maybe it's just the way of telling me that I should just stop trying.

blame it the alcohol.

So this past weekend = crazy, ish.
Friday night, operation sneak TDo out was a success. Went off to DC chillin, was cold as shit! Tried hittin the club = epic fail.
Ended up just walking around, did our traditional mickey dee's stop. We went back to the metro station, I fell asleep on the metro, we got there, had to find a ride. Called up David. He was on his way. we chilled on the escalators and in the...thingy. lol
david got there and we dropped off Tran, and me and david chilled for a bit, found out some news that i didnt want to hear. Ruined my night.
Saturday= fun fun fun day.
Chilled with my loved ones at tysons, ALL of them. It was absolutely amazing.
TDo had work, got off at 8, then we dipped with hoang and jimmy to chill chill and have a small party.
party = crazy.
autumn+crazyparty = no good.
no good = autumn smacked.
autumn smacked = funny as shit.
anyways, so yeah, and apparently i did some 'stupid shit' but its okay, i made new friends.
it was fun, i was out of it.
kay, bye.


-- blame it on the fucking alcohol+green;;

Sometimes I text the 'wrong' person just to start a conversation.

I hadn't realized that my life is pretty much simple. Though i have alot of drama going on, I still find a way to just...forget about it and live through it.
Today I took the PSATs, did horrible. Oh well. Afterschool I met up with TDo. and we met up with her friends and walked over to 7-11. I got to see Danny again. That got me happy. I love to see him, his hugs are amazing, they make me smile. (No, I'm not confessing my liking for him, I'm simply stating the facts of my day. )
I asked him to stay with me, he did, suprisingly.
Then he left cause his friends I guess wanted him back. He's amazing.
That's basically the highlight of my day.
But whatever, it doesn't matter.

• do my homework
• take medicine
• text&text&text
• sleep.

Paula Dean freaked out on NBC. i think it was nbc..

Okay, so I've come to the conclusion that...I never remember to write in my blog -.- Yup. I guess, BLOGSPOTS TOO COOL FOR ME D: oh well.
My life as of now is...amazing. There's no drama, no nothing. Though, last tuesday I did get all four wisdom teeth taken out, that, was a pain in the butt. I had missed three days of school, had a three-day weekend, and am now missing another day of school. It's horrible! I'm going to see the dentist today, which is a good thing, I can complain about the pain to someone other than my parents. YES!

This new school year had started out great. Nothing new, a couple of new friends, many old. I feel that this year is going to pass by in flying colors. (colors fly? oh yes.)

This past weekend...had been crazy. Late night outings with the crew; getting into accidents ( scariest thing ever), complaining about every single little thing. Yup, that's life.

Well, I'm so bored, since I'm not at school. I actually think I should be in...FLEX right now? I wonder what flex is today. Oh well, doesn't matter anyways.


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OKAY.
So I just got back from the dentist, and I stayed for like..5 minutes. I swear! I went in, He just checked up on my teeth, put salt water in my mouth, and that's it. I was like, serious? -.-
UGH! Now I'm currently trying to find out if I could go to Seoul PC to check my homework cause I can't open up the documents on my laptop D: boo microsoft!
Well, I'll update back again later on.

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Seoul was whack. lol oh gosh. ROBERT LAM LEFT MY ASS TO WALK TO THE BUS. fml. oh well, i had danny nguyen to text the whole time, so i was all gooood. After I left seoul I had to walk over to safeway to get picked up by momma. Stopped by YOFRUIT on the way and got me some goooooooooood froyoo. yum<3
I swear to god, I waited almost two hours at safeway for her. wth, I went through every aisle looking at every single thing on the shelves. It was insanity. I was gonna cry.
Now I'm home. It's all good. fml.

goodnight bloggers.

Spring Break. 2009.

HAH! So I've finally learned my reason in life.
To make my own life miserable and to make others happy
how sad is that?
oh gosh.
I haven't written in this for weeks.
i think...damn, i always say that. oh well PISHAA!
My spring break you say?
MY SPRING BREAK!?!
I don't want to talk about it. I mean
It's not like it started out boring then ended off being the best break yet.
I mean its not like I wasn't suppose to go to New Hampshire yet ironically didn't make my flight
come on now. Not like I ended up having the best night of my year on Wednesday.
Meeting these group of guys- Jansen, Pura, Ananta, Louie, Ceasar, Ryan, Brandon, and Sang.
I didn't even know them at the beginning of this extraordinary night.
it was absolutely amazing.
Well it was at this stupid Majestic club place for Tiffanys birthday.
bunch of spaniardddds. [xD]
all grinding and shiet.
tina was like grinding all up on me, very nice. =.=
even got a free lap dance from her. lol.
anyways.
so
i ended up talking to Jansen. like for the rest of the night after the whole dancing frenzy and he seemed really cool :]
i ended up starting to like him even only after a couple of hours
He was a really fun guy to talk too.
AFter a while, Ananta ended up just leaving =.=
then after talking to Jansen he had to leave. but i didnt want him to
we ended up seeing each other later that night. [whoaaa mannn] ;D
so like i stayed there with the other guys till it ended at 12 am. then we alllll basically dipped out and they walked me over to Jansens.
Once i got there. me and him basically had a...get to know you night.
talking about our interests and such.
it was very nice ;D
no details. :]
ended up staying up whole night going home in the morning.
Oh yeah, He also became my boyfriend :]



it was thursday.
such a horrible day.
like
honestly.
WTF.
im not mentioning anything because
its just
to hard to explain in words about my hatred towards this day
the only good part was that i got to hang out with my bestest friends in the whole wide world.
Janice, Jane, Annie, and Linda. My family, my sisters, my wholeee wideeeeeee world!
I love them.
They helped me throughout the day.
I guess I made it through because of them, and i thank them very much. Without them I honestly wouldve died that day.
It really was that bad.



Friday? oh gosh what happened friday?
oh yes!
mall with the boyfriend and his friends.
i got to meet his best friend samantha.
and tiffany, and once again...Ananta!
and his cousin ;D
lol
well we watched 3 movies.
amazingly. i didnt get tired of watching movies till the last one.
hilarious. Afterwards we all went to chipoteeeelllll.
then to samanthas.
it was really interesting and i think Jansens friends are awesome :]
He walked me over to where my momma was picking me up and that was the end of that night,

yesterdayyy...he came overr to my house. and we watched a movie. he couldnt stay long so then he had to go =[
but i saw him later that night. went over to his houseyy. and it was a happy day for no bad things and such.

Got home this morning
ran into my house needing to take a shower and get ready in like..15 minutes to go to the temple!
oh how i love my love for the temple<333!
So we went, it was so crowded like always.
I walked around and bought tons of foooood.
ended up seeing lots of people i know.
and was said that i looked like my moms sister instead of her daughter -.- not a very good thing towards me.
andddd that i looked like i was in my 20's
UGH!
do i really look that old?
gosh..
anyways
then these guys hitted on me.
it was pretty amusing actually.
i passed by them, "hey! heyyy youu!" i turn, laughed, kept walking
"HEYYYY!" ignoreeeeeee.
i had to go back towards that way to get something for my mom -.-
"hey you,"
"yeah?"
"well, this guys name is Golf, my name's, _____[ i forgot]"
"Okay..."
"whats your name?"
"autumn."
"Nice to meet you autumn, [shake hands], do you have a fb?"
"yes, yes i do."
"So..if i wanted to look you up..?"
"autumn."
"autumn......."
"yeah, jsut autumn."
theni walked away
it was funny.
:]
lol
and uh
end of my day.
im now home procrastinating because im suppose to be doing my bio project which is supposedly due tomorrow -.-
how gay.
so im going to go do that after wasting all of my time on this. so yeah go away.












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its your job to put the pieces together
to figure out the full picture"