indeedy doo.

oh what a horrible life i have!

and i dont care what people say about me!

life's shit

yeah. i love fucking up my friends life.
She needs it.
She just doesn't know how much i fucking care for her and thats why I bitch at her.
The only reason I do it is so she's ready for what ever comes ahead in life. Shits hard.
I ain't that much older, but I've been through a lot of shit, and I know shes been through a lot too.
I dont care if she thinks I'm a bitch, hates me, or never wants to talk to me again, I still fucking love her.
Girl, you better fucking know that.
I may seem heartless, but it's all for a reason.
I never said i had a heart.

it didnt even make a difference to my life.

lol, i finally broke up with andy, thank god, i was getting sick and tired of..NOTHING
lol like wth? I'm free, that's all that matters.
bullshit drama is what im trying to stay OUT OF. god.
if your the type of guy that attracts drama, please don't come near me, I'd rather not.


boy, you've got me head over heels for you, and i don't normally wear heels. <3


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I don't know if it's your looks, or the way you act, i just met you, im kinda diggin ya, nigguh let me know how you feels; i'll booty pop and body wave for you anyday. ;D

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I've known you for too long, I just wanna say that I love you, and never will stop loving you, no matter the circumstances.

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You're my best friend forever and ever, i couldnt ever love anyone more than you, yet your so distant from me, why is that?

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for everyone else out there, I love you guys with all of my heart, even if i barely ever talk to you anymore, I'm always here for you. <3

You piss me off so much.

You think your fucking older than me. and you try to act like you are. you try to act like you know more shit than i do. you dont know shit. your still younger. fucking grow up and check yourself.
Don't fucking go around trying to tell others that are older than you what to do with their fucking life.
Try remembering who cares about your ass more than anyone. Don't go and tell people how to live their life when they cant do shit about what they do anymore because they've been doing it for years.
ok?

realize what your doing before you do that shit. everyone cares about you and do shit for you and what do you end up doing? fucking bitch in their face.

why do i bother?

I'm always feeling left out like shit, maybe it's just the way of telling me that I should just stop trying.

blame it the alcohol.

So this past weekend = crazy, ish.
Friday night, operation sneak TDo out was a success. Went off to DC chillin, was cold as shit! Tried hittin the club = epic fail.
Ended up just walking around, did our traditional mickey dee's stop. We went back to the metro station, I fell asleep on the metro, we got there, had to find a ride. Called up David. He was on his way. we chilled on the escalators and in the...thingy. lol
david got there and we dropped off Tran, and me and david chilled for a bit, found out some news that i didnt want to hear. Ruined my night.
Saturday= fun fun fun day.
Chilled with my loved ones at tysons, ALL of them. It was absolutely amazing.
TDo had work, got off at 8, then we dipped with hoang and jimmy to chill chill and have a small party.
party = crazy.
autumn+crazyparty = no good.
no good = autumn smacked.
autumn smacked = funny as shit.
anyways, so yeah, and apparently i did some 'stupid shit' but its okay, i made new friends.
it was fun, i was out of it.
kay, bye.


-- blame it on the fucking alcohol+green;;